This Insomnia

The weight
Of one thousand unknowns
On paper a perfect life
Or close
The weight
Of the way my heart beats
Scares the hell out of me
Can’t sleep because of the way
My heart beats
So loudly
It is keeping time
‘Why do you think about morality?’
Short answer is
I can’t stop
The weight
Of the way it will always end
Everytime for everyone
‘But you won’t know’ they say
‘But there is an afterlife’ they say
‘Life’s too short so just enjoy it’ they say
It is easy to say
Control your thoughts
How to feel and how to think
And the weight
Of this action
The weight
Of this action
The weight

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